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listening to: Mimpi Terindah - Tofu
Argh!! I don't know, man... my life is a huge mess now. I don't think I'm going back to Melbourne. Now I can really feel what Ploy was talking about before. I don't belong anywhere. I don't belong in Melbourne now. Where can I go to feel like home? *sigh* Too many homes for me, huh?
Jakarta is so boring. I feel like killing myself already. Everyday all I do is play Internet, chat with friends, watch TV, and so on. It's almost like a routine. What would I do if I am to stay for another 6 months here?!? But good thing is I'm going to get a car. LOL. At last! I hope I won't do the same thing like I did with Neil's car. Don't even want to go into that.
Two things I'm scared of in a relationship, is starting it and ending it. I don't know where to start, and I don't know when to end it. If I move to Switzerland, then I must end my current one, right? It will break my heart to do it. It will break his. Argh!! Pusyinnnkkk.
Gotta go now. Buhbye peepz.
Friday, December 10, 2004
listening to: Mimpi Terindah - Tofu
Argh!! I don't know, man... my life is a huge mess now. I don't think I'm going back to Melbourne. Now I can really feel what Ploy was talking about before. I don't belong anywhere. I don't belong in Melbourne now. Where can I go to feel like home? *sigh* Too many homes for me, huh?
Jakarta is so boring. I feel like killing myself already. Everyday all I do is play Internet, chat with friends, watch TV, and so on. It's almost like a routine. What would I do if I am to stay for another 6 months here?!? But good thing is I'm going to get a car. LOL. At last! I hope I won't do the same thing like I did with Neil's car. Don't even want to go into that.
Two things I'm scared of in a relationship, is starting it and ending it. I don't know where to start, and I don't know when to end it. If I move to Switzerland, then I must end my current one, right? It will break my heart to do it. It will break his. Argh!! Pusyinnnkkk.
Gotta go now. Buhbye peepz.