listening to: some song Louis gave me

Pusyink!! How come L and R can have the same feeling for me?!?!? Urgh one I can understand, but not four guys at a time. Make me feel like a biatch. Stupid rants like this does nothing to my situation, huh? I have no idea how to deal with this.

Untuk orang yang gue sayang... saat ini gue gak bisa apa-apa karena gue ngerasa gak enak T__T kesian kan dia... bukan salah kita berdua kalau akhirnya malah kita yang bersama...

This song, he dedicated it to me.

IN A RUSH - Blackstreet

It came over me in a rush
when I realized that i love you so much
that sometimes i cry
but I cant tell you why
why I feel what i feel inside

how I try to express
whats been troublin' my mind
but still I cant find the words
but I know that somethings got a hold of me

baby someday ill find a way to say
just what you mean to me
but if that day never comes along
and you dont hear this song
i guess you'll never know

and when i say inside
I mean deep you fill my soul
and thats something I cant explain
its over me

Well I don't know... I guess he did confess to me how he feels about me... hard to accept...

XOXO, Yudith at 9:22 AM