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2005-01-10T22:42:00.000-08:00

listening to: In A Rush - BlackStreet I'm sick *sniff*. My whole body is aching right now. Ugh!! I hate being sick!! And where the hell did I get it from? From my office-mates? Cuz three of them were sick last week. Or is it from the rain a few days ago? Well you can't really blame me for this, cuz Lou" made me walk in the rain T__T LOL but at least I had a friend with me. My best buddy, Veris

2005-01-02T09:22:00.000-08:00

listening to: some song Louis gave me Pusyink!! How come L and R can have the same feeling for me?!?!? Urgh one I can understand, but not four guys at a time. Make me feel like a biatch. Stupid rants like this does nothing to my situation, huh? I have no idea how to deal with this. Untuk orang yang gue sayang... saat ini gue gak bisa apa-apa karena gue ngerasa gak enak T__T kesian kan dia...

2004-12-19T03:46:00.000-08:00

listening to: Pemuja Rahasia - Sheila On 7 This song is kinda freaky... He used to be a stalker probably?? Well It's kind of nice to know there's somebody who loves you so much LOL but not so crazy like him. But that kind of reminds me of somebody from my past =__=;; Anyways... I bought a few CDs today... kinda happy because at last I can get them... but I still need to borrow a few more from

2004-12-18T05:34:00.000-08:00

listening to: Guge Jongmar Ini - Jang Nara Broken hearted. When will this end? I must be crazy. I can't get you out of my mind. You're so close, yet so far away from me. Argh!!! All I want for Christmas is YOU!! Yes, YOU!!

2004-12-18T01:55:00.000-08:00

listening to: My Prayer - BoA Why am I such a crybaby now?? My Prayer - BoA Before I fall asleep I pray for a while With a sincere heart of hoping that I will earn the wisdom of forgetting you So that my aching heart from our separation will not be a burden to the next person Give me a heart to forgive the person who gave me this wound I am a weak and selfish person but tell me in a soft

2004-12-17T08:20:00.000-08:00

listening to: My Prayer - BoA I cry myself to sleep at night. In the morning I act like nothing had happened when everything did happen. I pretend to be happy even when I'm not. I still feel selfish inside whenever I end it. Yet I hurt myself when I try to make others happy. Do I have to sacrifice for others? Don't want to get hurt no more... Lessons of life...

2004-12-12T11:43:00.000-08:00

listening to: The First Noel - DBSG That's it. It's official. My life is official. I couldn't care less if nobody reads this bloody blog. I am so fukken tired of my problems. I can cope with them all but the people I deal with making it fukken difficult for me. Why can't they just listen to me for once? Why do I have to go everyone's way? I want to do what I want. I don't want to be their doll

2004-12-10T19:15:00.000-08:00

listening to: Mimpi Terindah - Tofu Argh!! I don't know, man... my life is a huge mess now. I don't think I'm going back to Melbourne. Now I can really feel what Ploy was talking about before. I don't belong anywhere. I don't belong in Melbourne now. Where can I go to feel like home? *sigh* Too many homes for me, huh? Jakarta is so boring. I feel like killing myself already. Everyday all I do

2004-11-24T01:27:00.000-08:00

listening to: One Snowing Day - KangTa Oh my goodie!! I'm back in Jakarta!! Well, actually this is my third day here. I arrived on Monday and guess what?? It was friggin' 43 degrees. Anyway, I'm at home now. Bored as ever. Life has never been this boring before. All I do in a day is eat, watch TV, eat, sleep, eat, read comics, eat, chatting, and so on. I swear this is worse than proscrinating.

2004-10-30T01:24:00.001-07:00

listening to: Letter - g.o.d Today is my birthday! Today I turn 17, a symbol of maturity in Indonesia. Well, I hope I'm going to be more mature than what I am now. I can't believe I'm 17 already! I can still remember my 12th birthday, and my 13th, and 14th... Today didn't start off as good as I expected it to. Only Steph came to my room early in the morning. I was quite disappointed that none

2004-10-20T21:11:00.000-07:00

listening to: L-O-V-E Why is it everytime I think that everything is going alright, something must go wrong? WHY?!? Fukk this. Fukk everyone that's involved in this. I will curse every single one of you. Why do you have to ruin my life? Lift me up so high, just to let go off me and let me drop until there's none of me left.

2004-10-19T02:34:00.000-07:00

listening to: Forgive Me - Click-B Quoted from Paris Hilton: Only fat people drink Diet Coke. And therefore, pepo, I'm not going to drink Diet Coke ever again. LOL. Look at the influence she has on people. That was written in her book, Confession of an Heiress, or something like that. Hmm, my life has been alright. I did my Japanese Oral Exam yesterday. Man, was it hot in the room or what. I

2004-10-07T19:25:00.000-07:00

listening to: love me tender - norah jones I really am addicted to this song. *sigh* Taken from my friendster: broken hearted... someone please come and sweep me off my feet and fly with me through the clouds... dance my sorrow away... kiss me goodnight and put me down to sleep... See how crazy I can be at times?? Some more: And where is my prince charming with white horse? (or VW New Beetle

2004-10-05T04:42:00.000-07:00

listening to: Hotmail - SM Town Past few days had been tiring for me. I guess I'm officially a loner now. I am so heart-broken right now. Oh, my life is so miserable. I can't believe that person is a married man, hahaha. Well, what do you know... Yudith likes her man old. The older, the better. It's not like I knew about it. Damn, guys are such bushturds. T_T *sob*

2004-10-03T06:03:00.000-07:00

listening to: love me tender - norah jones I totally love this song. It reminds me of the scene where Mia and Nicholas spent the night together. OMG that scene was awesome!! I love Nicholas so much hahaha, and I wish he'd become a king and make me the queen instead. But I must say they make a pretty good couple. Love Me Tender - Norah Jones Love me tender, love me sweet, never let me go. You

2004-09-15T18:20:00.000-07:00

listening to: S.O.S - Shyne Last day of the term!! Woot!! And that's because I have no class tomorrow ^^ What a wonderful day... until somebody acted all bitchy and pissed me off. Seriously, man... I don't understand her nowadays... Is it just me being too sensitive, or is it her? Argh!! I kind of hate this. I want to share a song with you guys. I was listening to it last night, and I thought '

2004-09-14T23:38:00.000-07:00

listening to: Close To You - The Carpenters Stupid school with its stupid connection. WTF can't I use MSN?!?!? And that lollipop-sucker guy from the computer centre is no help. He was like 'oh I dunno, everyone's computer is different'. Different, my ass!! Hahaha, rude person, I am. Oh, last time I peeped when Mrs. Cooper was stacking our outcome piles. My paper was on the very top, then I saw

2004-09-11T08:06:00.000-07:00

listening to: DBSG Whatever They Say Guess what, pepo!! I came 2nd in the Japanese speech contest last night. But after all the pictures and that, the excitement is all gone. This morning woke up at 5 then took a shower, then dried my hair and eat noodles. Took the 7.12 train and went to the city. Luckily we still had time for a breakfast at Hungry Jack's. Omona~ the lecture was boring!! Well

2004-09-01T18:15:00.000-07:00

listening to Arashi - 愛と勇気とチェリーパイ *sob* I just did my Business outcome, which worth 50% of my unit 4 mark. I tell you, I'm going to fail this subject. But I hope I will get better mark than Kate Johnson cuz I can tell she didn't study for it and if I get lower mark than her, it means I suck bad. OMG I wrote like 1000 words nonstop in 80 minutes and now my hand hurts so much!! I searched for

2004-08-23T05:48:00.000-07:00

listening to: DBSG - The Way You Are Seriously bitch, don't pretend like you know me and that you care for me when you don't at all. If all you can do is be a busybody, find someone else that is attention seeker just like you are so that you can go into her personal space and might as well ruin her life. Okay I'm done and over with the whole I'm upset thing. I won't let her do this to me. BTW,

2004-08-18T20:54:00.000-07:00

listening to: Bi's annyong iran maldeshin I'm still in a bad mood today. I'm lost. I don't know what to do. Thanks people who had comforted me when I need you the most. Without you guys, I would've killed myself. Well not really, I'm just saying it *grin* It makes me sound like I was really depressed, which I wasn't. Not extremely depressed. Just a normal one. I'm scared of feeling full now.

2004-08-12T20:59:00.000-07:00

listening to: Boa's Waiting Today is a very cold day. Luckily it's a free dress day. And so I wear my jacket and shoes. Still, it's damn cold. It's kind of a boring day too. I didn't have to do my Japanese outcome. I'd have to do it on Monday though. I lost my organizer, and I need to find it as soon as possible. My ticket to the Japanese seminar is in it. Urgh! It's on a Sunday. Damnit. I'm

2004-08-11T06:04:00.001-07:00

I'm in such a bad mood right now. This person, has been talking about me, which by the way most of it are not true. She said I'm ugly. Well it's true, so I accept that. But the other things she said to my friends are the things I did not do. Jeeeesh. I'm so dissapointed at her. I thought she's a much better friend than that. Well, I hope she comes here one day and read this. Fuck it.

2004-08-10T09:06:00.001-07:00

listening to: GLAY's Pure Soul I dunno how the last post I made is gone. This blog thingie is so weird. I feel like bashing it up. *bash* Urgh! Everytime I look at myself in the mirror, I have this feeling of self loathing. I keep on thinking, 'oh look at my thigh, look at my tummy, bla bla' but then I can't force myself to diet. Tsk. I'm pathetic. I played badminton last night. Man, my legs

2004-08-01T09:06:00.000-07:00

listening to: Mario Winans - I don't wanna know Today is my last day in Jakarta. I feel sad, but happy at the same time. And Yvonne scared me by saying stuff like the outcome is coming and there will be tons of work waiting for me. T-T. I'm not going to change my mobile *sob*. Apparently, my cousin thinks that its better if I wait until November since there will be a new Nokia coming out. Urgh

2004-07-31T20:08:00.000-07:00

listening to: Destiny's Child - Brown Eyes Remember the first day when I saw your face remember the first day when you smiled at me you stepped to me and you said to me I was the woman you dreamed about remember the first day when you called my house remember the first day when you took me out we had butterflies although we tried to hide and we both had a beautiful night The way we held each

2004-07-29T17:04:00.000-07:00

listening to: RnB Motion - L.O.V.E This place is so goddamn boring!! Oh, and to think that I cried myself to sleep when my mom told me 3 months ago that I'm not allowed to come back is very embarassing. Worse, I'm telling you guys about it right now. It's 7 o'clock in the morning. What am I doing here?!?!? *look around* Oh you see, I slept at 8.30 pm last night, then my bro called me at 9 to

2004-07-22T00:54:00.000-07:00

listening to: KangTa's Pine Tree Album Oh wow! How long since the last I posted? Quite a while ago, yeah? Well just think of this post as a dedication to Fey since she always bug me to update the blog. Well I'm not lazy or anything, it's just that I don't want my brother to know this blog, or else he's going to read it and make fun of me. Or worse, he might tell my mom what I talk about in this

2004-07-09T19:50:00.000-07:00

listening to: CBF Radio Steve is DJing now and he's very good! Only my stupid computer being stupid (-__-); and the radio kept on buffering so I can't listen properly. I'm back in Indonesia now. I miss him so much, but he told me that I shouldnt be thinking about it so much. How could he say that to me? I feel so upset now. Maybe he won't understand. He never will. Anyway, I'm going to take a

2004-07-03T20:03:00.000-07:00

listening to: Page's The Beautiful Face It Does And I have no idea what song this is. Just listened to it from Neil's playlist. Hmm, TinTin just asked me to request a song in Pops In Seoul because she said I might win a CD, and I was like 'a blank CD?'. Nah, you get to choose what CD you want, apparently. Bah gtg now, busy busy busy.

2004-06-24T17:19:00.000-07:00

listening to: ShinHwa's Soulmate I remember I used to love this song, and Kathrin and I would sing it together. Ah, I miss those time, when I was still innocent (-_-);; and naive. But, you know, whatever. I'm quite happy with how life is right now. And... TODAY IS THE LAST DAY AT SCHOOL!!!! Yippee!! At least for this semester :p Argh I hate to think how my holiday is going to be. I already

2004-06-23T21:02:00.000-07:00

listening to: Bi's ??? LOL that's how the song's title come up in my Winamp, so I really dunno the real title to it. I finished my ESL essay!! Hurray!! Even though it's full of crap, but whatever. Tomorrow is the last day of school and I can't wait. I have not done any packing yet since Tuesday night, but whatever. My aunt is going to pick me up at 6 anyway, so I have like 2 hours to finish the

2004-06-22T20:56:00.000-07:00

listening to: JTL's Santa Baby Well actually I'm listening to the CBF Radio but this song is on right now, so I just wrote it down. I have a dongseng now, by the name of Lisie. She's pretty crazy at times, but she's alright. She doesn't like to be called cute, because she's a superhero and cuteness kills the superhero image. ^__^;; OMG I'm going to have my ESL outcome in like 5 mins and I'm

2004-06-20T07:11:00.000-07:00

listening to: Chemistry's Itoshii Hito Yesterday I met Fishie again. We sure did have lotsa fun. We met inside Starbucks, where she waited patiently, eating her cake. The weather was really really bad, as it rained and the wind blowed really hard. Then we went to Chilli Cafe and had Thai food for dinner. At last Ash could meet us, and so he picked all of us (me, Neil, and Fishie) up and drove

2004-06-15T02:35:00.000-07:00

listening to: The Jadu's whole album Hey peepz!! Hmm, according to Lydia, I don't blog often enough. But, of course unlike her, I'm very busy. LOL. I'm not pengangguran like her, yeah? I know that's just an excuse because she misses me very much. Anywayz, some stuffs happened between the last time I posted until now: I went to watch the movie marathon with Fishie and dayam she's pretty!!

2004-06-12T22:40:00.000-07:00

listening to: WheeSung's Dilemma Yesterday, while I was browsing Ujong Forum, someone called Fishie (eh? ikan?) PMed me and asked whether I'm in Melbourne or not. It turned out, that she also lives here. We ended up exchangin phone numbers. Later that night, I called her and we planned to go and watch Harry Potter Movie Marathon in Chadstone. And this morning she just called me, I'm going to

2004-06-08T10:16:00.000-07:00

listening to: The Jadu's Gimbab It's 3 o'clock in the morning!! And I'm still wide awake. I really should go to sleep now, shouldn't I? I have exam tomorrow and I don't even know what I should talk about in the essay. Stupid genetic engineering. What am I to do!?! Anyway my weekend was fine. I got out from school since Thursday aftrernoon. We had no school on Friday due to the exams. Then I

2004-05-29T06:19:00.000-07:00

listening to: some mixes from Neil I'm sick :( Oh no!! My exam is in like a week!! And when I'm sick, it can go on and on and on for like 2 weeks or so. NO!!!

2004-05-27T01:52:00.000-07:00

listening to: Babyface's What If Stef, my hitachi friend sent me this song. Hmm, reminds me of those painful time when I was trying to get 'him' totally out of my mind. Second thought? Maybe. Regret? Probably. No more of that now. I have someone who is very nice, sweet, and not to mention HOT. Lolz. Ain't I lucky? Babyface - What If I ran into a friend of yours the other day And I asked her

2004-05-22T19:42:00.000-07:00

listening to: 011.Shawn Desman ft.Rodney Jerkins - Sexy (Remix).mp3 Seriously I think I have problem with my sleeping habit. Weekdays, its so hard for me to wake up. Weekends, I can't sleep more than 7 hours. I slept at 1 a.M yesterday and I woke up at 7 this morning. I was like, 'wOt ThE hElL!?'. Then I tried to sleep, but no matter how hard I tried, daRniT!! I couldn't go back to sleep. So I

2004-05-20T03:33:00.000-07:00

listening to Babyface's The Loneliness I miss your face I miss your kiss I even miss the arguments That we would have from time to time I miss you standing by my side Lolz, I like this song now, thanks to Dave. I asked him to send me some slow jamz and this song is juz right. And right now I'm bugging Vez to send me some more. It's cold now in Melbourne. But somehow, my room is very hot,

2004-05-16T17:08:00.000-07:00

listening to: Frankie's FURB Good morning everyone!! Waktu setempat menunjukkan pukul 10:11. At this stage of the day, espescially on Mondays, I usually act grumpy. But today, everything seems so beautiful. *puitis mode on*. Lolz, what the hell am I doing? Never mind me. Last Friday, 14th of May, was my 3rd month anniversary with Neil. As you can guess already, we got together on Valz day,

2004-05-11T19:15:00.000-07:00

listening to: Argh! I'm so bored, and I dunno what better things to do while I'm having spares. Talking to this weird guy on MSN, with bad bad bad english. It's not that my english is perfect or anything, but seriously I hardly understand what he's talking about. Example: happy or pity ...pls share with me...i'll beside urs~! says: last time used to go college for looking all funny face

2004-05-05T02:27:00.000-07:00

listening to: WheeSung's With Me, Angel Something serious has happened in the boarding house. It pissed me and all of us off. Imagine living overseas without your family, at least you'd have friends to console you, right? And guess what the f*** the Head of Boarders did? She made up a new rule, saying that we're not allowed in our friends' room. What with the invading of each other's privacy

2004-05-02T18:43:00.000-07:00

listening to: Shyne's SOS OMG this song is so good~ d/led it last week but just have the chance to listen to it. Man, can't believe those two girls are so talented *jealous mode on* lolz, I feel like running around the room banging my head on the wall. So many things happened this week. To sum it up, I got my Captain badge and pocket (yay!), I took a photo of me and Neil (showing our eyes only

2004-04-22T07:11:00.000-07:00

listening to: CBF radio wHeE!! At last I can listen to CBF radio. DJ Fey told me how and me so happy now. Yay!! I wanna be a DJ now, I think its fin. Just dun think that my English is qualified enough. He asked me back yesterday. How could he do this to me? I thought we were alright, both trying to forget whatevery has happened between the two of us. But no! He wouldn't let me live my life in

2004-04-21T07:17:00.000-07:00

listening to: Positi-V's Rindukanlah, Glenn's Januari oOw me listening to Indonesian songs, cuz it reminds me of someone from the past~ today he SMSed me and said all those bullshits, then he pranked my phone a few times. Why can't he stop? Why can't he just leave me alone? I'm doing fine now, I dun need him to be shadowing over my life anymore. Got really pissed. Oh well, I guess there are

2004-03-28T20:40:00.000-08:00

listening to: DBSG's Hug Hey everyone. Hmm, no one been tag me TT__TT so sad... Oh I talk to this guy on MSN, and he told me bout his accident. So damn scary. I dun feel like playing badminton anymore, hahaha. IdeaPreneur@Home says: i played badminton IdeaPreneur@Home says: and in the end of a game, my doubles partner smashed the shuttlecock, IdeaPreneur@Home says: instead of hitting the cock

2004-03-24T19:20:00.000-08:00

listening to: M's for you OFF TO GUNBOUND I GO!! ^___^;;

2004-03-24T01:38:00.000-08:00

listening to: M's for you I AM ADDICTED TO GUNBOUND yep yep. So I spent most of my time on this stupid game. It is stupid, yet very interesting. GyAaA!! I'm so blaming Sabrina for this. My brother is going to laugh at me. I used to mock him for playing the game. Hmm, I'm in a middle of a really hectic week. Next week is last week of school and teachers are flooding us with work, man!! God, if

2004-03-10T19:24:00.000-08:00

listening to: WheeSung's Missing You I'm a bit upset right now because someone obviously do not consider me as a friend. She's nice and all, but she just left me out from the 'friend list'. Hmm, probably she's sick of my complains and curhat tidak bermutu. Ya!! Anyway, it's the beginning of autumn, the weather is changing and many people are sick around me. I have to becareful not to get sick

2004-03-09T21:48:00.000-08:00

listening to: Norah Jones' Those Sweet Words PLEASE COME TO ALI'S NEW YUNSUK FORUM: http://s4.invisionfree.com/wooyunsuk and my nickname is greentea, so please come and PM me anytime you like cHiAo

2004-03-08T14:44:00.000-08:00

listening to: Chemistry's hoshitachi no distance I AM MAD AT SOMEONE AND I WANT HIM DEAD Nah... just kidding... I don't want anyone to die. I'm just really mad at him, not my boyfriend, no no. Someone else. I am MADLY mad. Mood being terombang-ambing lately. Sorry everyone. cHiAo

2004-03-01T21:33:00.000-08:00

listening to: Norah Jones I bought this CD yesterday and it was quite nice. I haven't blog for a while now, I'm feeling pretty upset. It's very unexplainable, this feeling of mine. Hmm, maybe it's hormone. Girls' monthly stuff. ^___^ hehehe... wOoOoOw!! Thanks to Fey, I'm really in love with Click-B's song 'dan hanbonman' now. Grrr, bad Fey!!! Lately I've been eating a lot. Which is not good.

2004-02-25T02:59:00.000-08:00

listening to: NRG's Fiance I feel tired. I mean like REAL tired. Yvonne massaged me yesterday, maybe because of Dr. Lee. I will tell him about her massaging me when I see him this weekend to impress him, hehehe. ^____^ Yvonne even wants him to come to our formal. Oh my dress is so bad... I feel like the others have the best dress ever while my dress is so ugly... I dun really feel like going to

2004-02-23T01:08:00.000-08:00

listening to: DBSG's Hug Hey there everyone. Come to think of it, DBSG is really good, despite the fact that their age difference with me is not that great. Even ChangMin is younger than me, hard to believe. And he's 184 cm tall!! That's taller than my boyfriend. Today I found out that Yvonne scale's right, which made me really happy. But then I ate a lot yesterday and also today. Therefore, I

2004-02-18T01:12:00.000-08:00

listening to: Marcell's Semusim There's this song that really bothers me lately. But the problem is I dunno who's song it is. It's Indonesian, so it's a bit hard to find out about the song. Erm, I don't look skinnier but maybe there's something wrong with Yvonne's scale. I lost 4 kg already since I came back. It's very unusual because I usually get fatter in Melbourne. Lately weight and guys

2004-02-16T03:55:00.000-08:00

listening to: neil's voice As in I'm on the phone with him right now. Even though I should be doing my HW, but of course lazy me wouldn't do such things like that. I have Business Outcome tomorrow and I haven't touch my Business folder for a week already. Man, I'm so lousy. I feel jealous for all those people who are so hard working, they dun even have time to go and eat. Newayz, I lost my

2004-02-11T19:50:00.000-08:00

listening to: Click-B's dan hanbonman I dun find this song attractive enough. I even feel strange that Fenny is so addicted to it. Katanya, 'oh Taengie's whispers'. Oh my goodie!! YunSuk's rap is way cooler. Hahaha. Newayz, I dun think a lot of people is reading my blog. Is it because I don't update it very often? If that's so, I just wanna explain that I rarely have time to go online.

2004-02-08T21:40:00.000-08:00

listening to: nothing Well, it's another freakin Monday. I hate it. I used to love it though, probably because I had 5 spares on Monday last year, hahaha. Nuff said. Lately I feel really moody. Now I know why, GIRL STUFF. But then, I was also mad at myself for being lazy, mad at my Mom for not letting me go back on April, mad at someone for making me feel miserable, mad at some people because

2004-02-04T22:17:00.000-08:00

watching: TV 7 News Unusual. I'm watching news. Something I rarely do. I d/led Britney's In The Zone. I watched her Toxic MV and even though she was all slutty, but it was quite okay. Man, I'm so damn sleepy. All these works are making me exhausted. I have to slap myself hard othwise I'll just sleep in class. I added a new resolution, SLEEP EARLY. It's so hot today I'm gonna melt. It's as hot

2004-01-29T19:48:00.000-08:00

listening to: Rick Price's Heaven Knows Hey everyone... I know that the song I'm listening to is not K-Pop... but the CD is from my boyfriend and this song is so addicted... (>__<) I'M BACK IN MELBOURNE..... and so my crappy life will start again... the same ritual I did for 5 years... wake up, take shower, get ready, study, go home, eat, study, internet, study, sleep... and the next day

2004-01-21T02:29:00.000-08:00

Dear Everyone, So so so so so so sorry!! I haven't been able to play the Internet during holiday, as everyone was told very often (by me). So, I promise I will write everyday on my blog as soon as I get back to Melbourne, k? Newayz, I had lots of fun in Jakarta. I met Fenny and friends last Saturday, t'was so fun!! They're so funny and Luci even cooked for me, hehehe ^__^ gosh, i have nothing

2003-12-19T01:46:00.000-08:00

Yo! Yo! Yo!! Very very gloomy la~ these days I have a lot of fights with my Mom... what should I do?? My Dad said that I should go back to Melbourne... maybe on Sunday... so sad right?? My holiday is wasted thanks to my brother... also fight because of him!!

2003-12-17T02:13:00.000-08:00

Good morning everyone!!! It is very unlike me not to post for almost 2 weeks, so ME would like to apologize to everyone because I haven't log on to the internet for long long long time (according to me who cannot live without the internet). After some begging, my Mom let me go and play internet in cafe. If you only know what I'm supposed to do at home, you'd pity me very much. My bro is sick,

2003-11-29T02:08:00.000-08:00

listening to: Position's I Love You Hello everyone!! I finished packing and it's 8:30 pm here, that means I have been packing up my room for 2 hours or more~ why do I have to pack, you ask?? Well, it's because I have to go to the camp that is oh so damn annoying!! If I dun have to go to this so called camp, I'd probably be home right now eating my Mom's fried rice... but of course, life isn't

2003-11-28T00:16:00.000-08:00

watching: I'll Be Home For Christmas I'm watching the movie in T-junction with Ploy, Orn, Bee, and One~ today is so damn hot that I just stayed all day under the fan~ still wondering if I should hide inside my cupboard again because it's so hot outside!! I dun want to go out to the dining room, I'll boil like an egg. There is a 70% possibility that Sorn will come to Jakarta this holiday!! YAY!

2003-11-24T22:30:00.000-08:00

not listening to anything I failed my Japanese unit 2~ haiya, not because I'm so stupid, but because I didn't do outcome 3... just because I woke up late on Friday, she doesn't give me another another chance!! So sad now, and some guy that Steph is interested in hasn't even reply my message and of course she bugs me everyday now... <__< Why is it that only ugle guyz like me?? I'm so

2003-11-22T18:50:00.000-08:00

listening to: M's Just One Night Haha, I d/led the song already ^__^ so damn happy yo!! M is so sexy... *lirik2 Ita* and his voice changes a lot lot lot!! I like his style now, very manly, rather than the old MinWoo style... but his blue hair was quite sexy too muahaha~ Erm, got ESL exam tomorrow and I'm still stuck here with Sabrina beside me playing internet, haha~ I will fail ESL and Math

2003-11-18T23:25:00.000-08:00

not listening to anything Bloody hot!! I'm so gonna die?? So to tell the story... I did my Indonesian exam this morning at 9 o'clock (while I woke up at 8:15) and I was wearing jeans and polo shirt... it was quite cool this morning, so I brought my jacket... did the stupid exam for 3 hours, then when I went out from the room, it was hot... and so I went back to the boarding house to get change

2003-11-17T23:30:00.000-08:00

listening to: Boa's Always I really dunno how to post the pic in the blog so if anyone could help me, please send me an email (- -) (_ _) (- -) (_ _) thank you

2003-11-17T23:24:00.000-08:00

listening to: WheeSung's Hue I gotta stop Usagi-chan from posting more lyrics!! Now I'm addicted to Boa's Always... Help!! But I realized that whatever song it is that Usagi recommended is worth listening... arigatou usagi-chan!! I am eating a Milo bar because I'm craving for sweet food now... no wonder I get fat in a second... I might not look fat but I do not dare to wear a bikini because I

2003-11-16T18:09:00.000-08:00

listening to: Wheesung's With Me I got 2 awards!! And a white jumper!! Muahahaha... so happy... it's a good start on Monday morning, isn't it?? maybe the rest of the week will be nice too... and Steph is beside me, bugging me as always, asking for Wheesung... that's how I ended up listening to his songs, otherwise, I might've listened to BoA (the video I got from HaJin) Please please do not

2003-11-13T15:23:00.000-08:00

listening to: MinWoo's For You Hey, this song is actually quite nice... but of course there are some people like HaJin and YoungJoo that doesn't like him... hahaha... but it's okay... I know sometimes he's very ëŠ�ë�¼but whatever... I like his voice... YoungJoo is leaving school tomorrow. I feel very sad because I haven't spend enough time with her. If she ever comes to my blog, I just want her

2003-11-12T01:12:00.000-08:00

listening to: S's Stay I just read an article about what Buddha said about faith. It was so beautiful that I wanted to cry. I saved it and if anyone would like to read it, just put a message on the board and I'll send it to your email. Stay Take my hand I will lead you and show you the way Make sure that you are always beside me I'll wait for when you are probably really mine Thanks to

2003-11-10T16:25:00.000-08:00

listening to: Wheesung's With Me I changed the layout again~!! It's getting easier for me now that I practice hahaha ^___^ I know it's still bad, but whatever... it's the best I can do... I screwed up yesterday, so I gave up and put it back to the old dry cactus layout... then I just happen to have 4 spares today muahahaha... I'm so happy... cuz I can study for my Business Outcome, and also

2003-11-10T00:47:00.000-08:00

listening to: Wheesung's Angel FAVES: Color: pink Fruit: mango, banana Food: korean, indonesian, thai, chinese, japanese, takeawayz Drink (non alcoholic): bubble tea, coke, starbucks Drink (Alcoholic): ?? Movie: Loving You (Eugene + Park YongHa) Tv Show: The Simpsons, Friends Artists: CLICK-B!!! and many many more Songs: any song that could explain how I feel Actor/Actress: Park YongHa, Kim

2003-11-09T02:09:00.000-08:00

listening to: nothing Boring day, boring weekend~ gYaAaA~!! I wanna get out from this hell-hole called Boarding House... thank you people who joined my friendster... I'm so happy ^___^ even though my life is so crappy *that ryhmes!!* Today, I woke up at 12:45 p.m since I slept at 3:00 something last nite, talking to Sab2 about the guy that I like... yup, I like somone rite now, but he doesn't

2003-11-09T01:42:00.000-08:00

2003-11-06T16:59:00.000-08:00

listening to: Hyori's Hey Girl Damn, Hyori is mad sexy~ haha, I d/l her MV yesterday and I cannot stop staring at her... even HaJin screamed when I showed her ^__^ Eww, I have ESL outcome next and I'm still on my computer doing my blog... Mrs. Page scared me yesterday with her sudden 'wel'll do the outcome today' speech. It's all Ms. Thompson's fault~!! So what if we're not ready yet?? Doesn't

2003-11-01T01:30:00.000-08:00

listening to: Jasmine's stupid noises I am now in the Rec room, on my computer, writing for my blog, and listening to Jasmine's stupid remarks~ Jasmine: Dasar Jaz gila~!! Jangan ribut donk~ Hahaha, why didn't you get me an orange?? But anyway, it's long weekend, so I have nothing to complain about... I stayed in bed until 10 o'clock today and I don't think I can sleep early today... ^__^;;

2003-10-27T18:45:00.000-08:00

listening to: Bi's 아쉬운 빈 공간 Believe me guyz, I tried very hard to change my layout and this is all I can come up with~ I don't even know if it works~ I got a headache from all those html stuff~ I should've wait for Jazz to come back and not do it by myself... but at least I know what to do now Well, I have Business next and I don't want the teacher to chop my head off for being late Kathrin:

2003-10-22T21:07:00.000-07:00

listening to: Arirang's Doesn't Matter The Time I'm sorry everyone, I feel so down these days that I act so strangely~ and I feel nauseated everytime I think of the rat me & Steph & Orn cut last period~ how lucky is it that I don't choose the path to be a doctor?? I nearly threw up when I saw those baby rats~ for what it's worth, nobody should kill a PREGNANT rat!! Lily 에게: 안녕!! Gue akhirnya

2003-10-19T17:30:00.000-07:00

listening to: Jewerly's 니가 참 좋아 I feel happy today for no reason at all. Maybe it's because of all the chocolates I ate yesterday, ㅋㅋ but also because Lily emailed me today. She invited me to this Friendster, but the cookies in my school doesn't allow me to open the page... so 정말미안해, Li!! 하진에게: 안녕!! How do you like my blog?? I'm still trying to do something with it, like changing the layout

2003-10-19T04:09:00.000-07:00

listening to: S's I Swear My first post on my second blog . . . . . ^___^ dunno what to say now, tee-hee Well, Sharon actually brought me S's CD~!! So I've been listening to it for like the last few days. It's really really really good (partly because I just love those three guyz) and I love their voices~!! So sexay~ >_< So there's this song called 왜... (I was...) and they're like talking